Tuesday, October 10, 2006

beautiful day

This is one of our many morning sunraise's, It is something to see this in the morning, being from the city , I am sure that there was moments like these. I just never saw them, maybe it was because of the many house's or the many buildings, or was it the busy life, the many people rushing? But in all .I can't remember seeing such a morning such as this.
This has been a moment that I sat in wonder at the beauty that is all around me. I am so happy, I am at peace. And living my dream. I still have hopes of the horse, or the livestock, but in all I am at peace. There is at times those worries of money, How to get on with what comes in and what goes out. But in all ,This is life. !
I often wonder how I could have lived so long without it. But working towards the dream., you have to start somewhere, and yes I often see my age and how long it has taken me to get here. I still believe in faith and God. To where I am now. I was meant to be here. with all the struggles. Nothing is easy. This has been proven. But I am here now. And I imagine many crossing this land and how they had to learn the cost . Some turned back ,while others may not have even came close to seeing what I have . And for those that made it and lived it. It is a glorious sight to behold and I feel proud to be able to know the feeling. I wish I could share it. Yet, it is the city that some young adults would rather see and live then out in the country. Maybe as they get older they will see things differently, Of course what it is that makes them happy is all that matters,
A day in what GOD MADE! I am so humble. I am grateful , I am truly at peace.I am HAPPY.